I will
turn some age this 2014. That shouldn’t be the headline. One may think this specific age is as special as any other number age.
Others claim there shouldn’t be too much fuzz about entering it. But I want to
make this a moment to unthink and rethink about some important things in life
and how I will make it through the journey to the destination.
One of my
dear friend asked if I have 2014 resolution. I said I didn’t, but had some
things in mind. I need to decompose myself, see what I find inside me,
acknowledge what I want to become, and build it up once again. I doubt I could
do that just because I’m going older. It will be a life time project with some iterations. Needs
years to get there. What I will put down here is the first iteration of how I
perceive my faith, health, money, love/family/friends, and work. Small steps
are officially made toward a better life.
Writing is surely one of
the greatest luxury in my life. So those writings are mostly notes to myself,
the medium where I can write to learn, to relax, and to enjoy what I wish at
the same time. I hope when I read them myself again some day, I will get
something out of them, whether or not I am proud of what I write right now.